well, I've started adding things, feel free to take that biology homework, dunno what you'll get for it, nor do i know wether my biology teacher will accept it, it was due in for today, but i had the day off becuase i'm not feeling too well.

well, i say i'm not feeling well, but i guess partly it's due to me being scared of my french teacher, we have her on tuesdays and wednesdays, and yesterday (tuesday) my mum let me sleep in and let me have the day off, becuase we'd gone to the doctors on monday, and i was told i had a "bad" tonsilitus...

we were told last week, that we were going to re-do a test, this tuesday, becuase the average was about 2/10 (i got 0/10, she was being REALLY picky, especially when it was only our 3rd lesson with her...). yesterday night (tuesday) i was told by james ([link]) that she postponed the test, purely and soley because I wasnt there! now, i was gonna go in today, but james urged me to try to get another day off, which i pulled off with ease (i had a 89% attendance last year, which is pretty bad). turns out, that this french teacher, decided to postpone the test to next week again beacause of ME!

this makes me really guilty, and i'm really considering to refuse to go to her lessons (dunno how i'd do it, probably refuse to go to school, which ruins my education for other subjects). this is for more than one reason, mainly becuase she seems to pick on me, which isnt odd for a teacher to pick on someone, it's fine, in most cases, as it involves teasing, and is aimed at someone who interupts a lesson, but i do none of that, I've never been given a detention in my life, and my freinds can vouch for me that i'm always well behaved in lesson. she seems to pick on me becuase i'm not very good at the subject. And this isnt teasing that she does, she shouts at me! she shouts at the entire class, and it's with such ferocity that it scares me shitless. she yelled at people for not writing on the very top line, let me give you an example of what the top line is(the top line on this is the top of the book):

________________________________________ ____________
this is what she calls the top line
________________________________________ ____________
________________________________________ ____________
________________________________________ ____________
________________________________________ ____________
________________________________________ ____________


now, I was taught that that is for the titles,and it does not deserve being shouted at, not one bit.

She scared me so much last week, that i cried for 20 minutes after the lesson, let me give you a few facts:
1) I'm male
2) I go to an all male school

i dont think that it's normal for someone who goes to an all boys school to be so scared that he cried after a lesson, for the pure reason that the teacher scared him so much. what's even worse, is that noone in my class made fun of me, or thaught i was weird, they supported me... in an all boys school, if you find someone crying, it's not odd to find someone teasing them nearby.

even when i imagine her yelling at me, i cry. now, i think, that can be described as child abuse, I'll have to look it up, but if it is, i can get her fired, and that will take alot of stress out of my life, or, at least, i can get her lessons off, or get a new teacher.

I'm not doing french next year, and this is proving too much stress for a subject which will not give me anything!

please, give your comments, i wanna know what you think about this.